I hate it

My father tell me to help set up karaoke for a coming resident commitee event.

Very angry with him, always ask family members to help him do these things.

Why he never ask other members to help? Just because he know they are unwelling to help. So many useless people in the commitee who only come to eat free food. When in need for man power all disappear.

He promised that no more organising of event after the last one.

Still remember the last time 2 years ago he voluntaried me to take photo for a event which i never event agree.

Not that i dont want to help he didnt even ask other people first. He think that i am smart and can do many things.

From my last experience setting up the karaoke, i am following the instruction from other member who know how to set up. After that i have to man the station for the whole nite dam bored.

I hate RC. I lived up with the old RC at my old house it was so good everyone is helpful. But this new one is really horriable. What are the people thinking when they join ? To show off their member card or to gain some advantage........... i just so from some story and info i hear.

Feel like reporting to my MP on this situation.

I want to say my fatehr who like to show off just becaue he was in RC for 10 years. No one want to organise he always took it up. Is he too bored.

just another day

Today is vesak day holiday.
The atmosphere is very tense. Mother angry father, father is so unsensative.

Me also feeling very down
1) game server down as usual
2)wanted to give up photography
3)cant remember the jap words for my LJ80

Dont understand myself
- why am i here ?
- why i cant remember things ?
- why i cant take photo
- why why why

On the bridge, seem nothing special lay only a bit taller than the trees.
No birds or anything a bit disappointed.
Worse is to come after we exited the long way back.


Such a long queue to leave the brigde.

Finally on top of the brigde. Xin lian look so nervous is she OK ??? 

On our way to Tree top walk inside MacRitchie. Why is flex in jeans. Making lot of noise breaking the silence in the forest 

2 tired man one doing report and other working and over sleep on saturday 

Next Stop Star Buck I think took so long to find a place to rest.  

Finally Kenny Rouger 

Exam wish coming TrUTH

After weeks of waiting i finally can fufill my exam wish

KeNNy Roger Macro roni and cheese (dont know how to spell)

2/4 of wish fulfilled

Tml going to tree top walk 10.3km route to reach the place and up we go for a 25meter brigde.

Another extra wish is to have a A95 but i think D50 is better or maybe G6 or event A510
Anyone can grant me my wish ???

First thing in my life is gone Second is photography third ????????????

Jap i think will get a E ba, hazzzzzz cant remember all those katakana.

Next weekend is sentosa !!!

The 2 master of mischieve left is Flex right is me Can u see my injured hand ?

Can u see our blades 

The 3 best blader of the DAy ivan,max and tiny flex at the back slow but steady
SomeOne seen missing ?????

The whole gang photo
Why is xin lian so straight haha

People East Coast park 

East Coast Park Rollar Blade

When to rollar blade walk yesterday with 5 friends(junior from my couse).

6 or 5 years since i last went there. The whole place have changed since i last been there.

3 hours of blading really kill my legs.

Fall down once when trying out my friend (Flex) blade. So smelly haha.

It was a really fast blade compare to mine. Can stop in time and pop onto the floor.

Hazzzzz didnt worn my hand guard my sister took it.

My hand was hurting the whole night (anyone can comfort my poor wrist)

Now its fine lao. Back to my jap katakana.

It took me a whole week to remember my hiragana. Tomorrow got katakana spelling die lao.

Friday 13 2005

Today went for IA interview.

Cant sleep the night before the interview really nervious. (a bit headache)

Finally its over, only 10mins.

I have been assign to a documentation job which is totally out of what i expected.

Oh well since the pay is ~~good and near my house i dont mind doing it.

When for my Jap lesson in the afternoon, head very heavy~~~ gym after jap

gogo 11:03 very tired but tml going to rollar blade (long waited for)

Its like 3 years since i last went east coast to blade.

My first post

Hi to all if anyone read this.

Just suddenly wanted to write something to express me feeling during my down days in life.

I dont know how people will think of this but i still want to say what is always repeading in my mind. The heart dont think, so the correct orgam to use is the brain.